I DO BELIEVE-------MY HUSBAND TRIED TO KILL ME—by the QUEEN
Did that catch your attention?
After a 2 week lay-off from the bicycle routine while recovering from recent surgery, he actually thought I would hop on the 2 wheels and be excited to GO AGAIN.
Today he wanted to ride bikes. Me? well, there has to be a first time again so that you can get started. I knew he was right, my head told me so, but my heart was still stubborn.
I tried several excuses: Too risky. Much too hot! It might rain and mess up my hair. We are going into town today, so we probably do not have enough time!
But After he brushed all the cobwebs off my bike and checked my helmet and gloves for brown recluses and dirt dauber nests- what could I say? But OK, let’s try it again as I dug back in the recesses of my mind to recall that I was ENJOYING this HOBBY just 2 short weeks ago, In fact I enjoyed it very much, so I tried to adjust my attitude and hopped on the wheels.
Once we started down the road, my reservations faded, and I enjoyed the ride.
I saw:
Fields of parched corn reaching to the sky beginning to burn from the lack of rain
Grazing horses.
Flitting butterflies.
Colorful "weeds.
"Wispy clouds.
The goats, white, brown and spotted wandering in the pasture
The geese families taking a walk for the day
A turtle slowly crossing the road
Gardens- both flower and vegetable varieties
I heard:
Rustling trees.
Lawn mowers.
Chirping crickets.
Birds singing
Croaking frogs.
Lapping water on the decks and piers
God.
I smelled lots of fresh air mingled with fresh cut grass and whiffs of fabric softener along with spicy and sweet flower scents.
Some of the things I thought about:
How I had let myself get so out of shape.
Why I hadn't invested in those funny biking pants with the padded bottoms.
Why we didn't do this more often.
How breathless pumping up the hill left me.
How exhilarating the rushing air in my face felt as I coasted down.
How I needed to focus straight ahead when danger (cars) were sneaking up behind us.
How God created such beauty that left me in breathless wonder.
What I would have missed hanging at home.
How sometimes you just gotta do it.
How many life lessons can be found in a simple bike ride.
And I thought about this poem that a friend sent me recently that was recorded in Tim Hansel's book, Holy Sweat.
"The Road of Life"
At first, I saw God as my observer, my judge, keeping track of the things I did wrong, so as to know whether I merited heaven or hell when I die.
He was out there sort of like a president. I recognized His picture when I saw it, but I really didn't know Him.
But later on when I met Christ, it seemed as though life were rather like a bike ride, but it was a tandem bike, and I noticed that Christ was in the back helping me pedal.
I don't know just when it was that He suggested we change places, but life has not been the same since.
When I had control, I knew the way. It was rather boring, but predictable...It was the shortest distance between two points.
But when He took the lead, He knew delightful long cuts, up mountains, and through rocky places at breakneck speeds, it was all I could do to hang on!
Even though it looked like madness, He said, "Pedal!"
I worried and was anxious and asked,"Where are you taking me?"
He laughed and didn't answer, and I started to learn to trust.
I forgot my boring life and entered into the adventure.
And when I'd say, "I'm scared," He'd lean back and touch my hand.
He took me to people with gifts that I needed, gifts of healing, acceptance and joy. They gave me gifts to take on my journey, my Lord's and mine.
And we were off again. He said, "Give the gifts away; they're extra baggage, too much weight."
So I did, to the people we met, and I found that in giving I received, and still our burden was light.
I did not trust Him, at first, in control of my life.
I thought He'd wreck it; but He knows bike secrets, knows how to make it bend to take sharp corners, knows how to jump to clear high rocks, knows how to fly to shorten scary passages.
And I am learning to shut up and pedal in the strangest places,and I'm beginning to enjoy the view and the cool breeze on my face with my delightful constant companion, Jesus Christ.
And when I'm sure I just can't do anymore, He just smiles and says..."Pedal."
~Author Unknown
JUST A NOTE:
By the way, the musicman and I rode our regular route and My legs are feelin' it.
If you don't hear from me tomorrow, call 911.
THE QUEEN